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Ains101 will introduce you to a familiar-wacky-anticipating-aching life of ains, nevertheless she holds a pocketfull of smile, love and experience. Ains101 is dedicated to anyone who needs a head start.

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Jika anda ada waktu untuk memainkan penjudian berkunjung di sini yang anda bisa menikmati taruhan bola. http://www.bolazoom.com/sportsbook/

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Hi there.. just dropping by to say hello :)

My Randoms:

I’m back. Tagging you. :)

cris:

i need txtmate, 09175256138

aries:

visiting… God bless!

kei:

Thanks for the visit.

dhadi:

thanks for viewing my blog. kahit nakakabitin. hope we can be friends. :)

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Hop Tag Drop! Have a nice day!

InfoBlog:

Cool blog. :) Happy blogging Ains101!

Technofied 2.0:

Hello Ains101. Dropping by your cyber crib. Hope you’ll drop by mine too. Happy day! :)

ains101:

@aiza, yes. thanks sa visit.

aiza:

jose imu ni bag-o nga blog???

rob:

was here po.. :) (pls. visit my site too.tnx.)

Gene:

hello, ains! thank you for visiting my site. By the way, bene is a friend. Yes, I agree. I am lucky to have him. thank you! :-)

Roy:

Napadaan lang, Come and visit my place. YOU had a nice blog! hope you pass-by also. Good day!

Private Eye:

Nice blog, just passing by, try to see my eyes, you may link it if possible, tnx and have a nice day!

Tess:

Malaus ku pu! Hi, im just passing by, try to visit our place, its nice and friendly!

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Nobody said it was easy, this was like tying my shoe for the first time still I'm ready to be startled.

slowly getting numb…

December 12, 2008

Here we go again. . . I need to breakaway from the redundancy of it, from this cycle i go through everyday. It is amazing how you can control the situation by just being dense. When im dense, i feel  in control of the situation and it feels good. When I’m dense, I feel respect for myself for the first time after being  martyr. It helps me to be unaffected by the seldom absence of his physical and emotional pressence. when I’m numb, I feel strong. Everyday, Different senario the same old reasons, the same old arguements. I am not sure if I could keep up much longer cause everyday I am getting tired of the same person, the same attitude, same bitches around me. Im not sure either if I could keep up getting numb becuase maybe there might be side effects after this and I don’t want any pain or crying anymore. I admit that I want them to feel my cold shoulders and be a bitch sometimes. If this is the way to have it, so be it.

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