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Nobody said it was easy, this was like tying my shoe for the first time still I'm ready to be startled.

Plan B, now!

September 19, 2008

 

 

Gone are the days were my only downer  is peer pressure. I miss the days where I have to choose from not missing an episode of dawson’s creek to working my assignments- petty choices. I daydream a moment of my life where my love is still free and accepted.

I thought I had figure out my life clearly like a drawing of a kid in a clear sheet of paper where I was able to easily scribble colorfully my life with hearts, bells and stars. But again I was wrong..I always have my fair share of mistakes and wrong choices but this time it’s Big TIME!

I never thought I would be in this situation where my only hope is prayers. I need to stand and clear my mind  as soon as possible. this is where I am right now, in an edge of a cliff where my only life support is a failing root and  im hanging, im still hanging on… waiting for my life to be rescued. I wish I could tell you dad how I am struggling right now, I hope I could go out with the  clicks but I could not afford to, I  cry for to see that I could not help my nanay in her financial needs, I wish i won’t be a burden anymore to my superiors at work.

I badly needed a Plan B. I am aware that I needed a Plan B, but I don’t know where to start and what to choose .

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